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In reflections from November 5, 1979, the author expresses a profound disillusionment with conventional beauty, seeing it as harmful and reflective of deeper vanity. The constant resolutions to avoid sensual attachments highlight the struggle against societal pressures. Additionally, on June 24, 1980, the author discusses the dangers of succumbing to sensual desires, equating this attachment to a form of enslavement by Mara, resulting in self-imposed suffering. The importance of maintaining focus on higher pursuits rather than succumbing to fleeting desires is emphasized. The writings culminate in a rejection of frivolous talk about sensual matters, marking a transition from youthful embarrassment to a more liberated viewpoint in old age. Overall, the discourse revolves around the rejection of superficiality in favor of spiritual and moral integrity, underscoring the internal battles faced on the journey to enlightenment.
-Beauty and its perception
-Effects of vanity
-Detachment from sensuality
-Spiritual reflections
-Transformation with age