Hope and Willpower
sit and watch over the store. I was very tired and
exhausted. My body was tired and worn because
I had to carry out repeated activities. I felt pain
at the point where my legs were amputated and
was in pain for weeks. It was difficult to describe
just how miserable the pain actually was. It was so
unbearable that the suffering could not be relieved
by any medication.
I went through a lot of grief and suffered
every day. Then, I started to watch the DMC
programme through a satellite channel and I
started to meditate continuously at my home
in the Mae Sai district, Chiang Rai province. I
suffered for more than a year, but these days I
am much happier. I understand more about life
through the Law of Kamma that Luang Phaw
Dhammajayo teaches. This has helped me to
accept the way things are. I've never forgotten to
chant and meditate.
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