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Journey to Joy 192 their way back into my life. The following years became some of the hardest times of my life. I had taken on a great deal of work and had stopped guiding my decisions with my meditations. Eventually the inevitable happened, one of the companies I worked for forced me into bankruptcy due to owing me a large amount of money. As I had always worked very hard and to a very high standard, I felt that I did not deserve this. My solicitors attempted to take legal action against the company but my money ran out before I could even conclude the case. In the end, I was left a penniless bankrupt. I started drinking and smoking heavily again. Soon, stress and depression returned. One thing that I was very proud of myself was the fact that I never had problems getting