Hope and Willpower : หน้า 175/376

Hope and Willpower My meditation experience continued to improve. It was very crisp, clear and bright. When I met with the accident, I lost both my legs and my husband. At that moment, I felt like I had lost everything. It was difficult to accept, but I still had meditation as my refuge. I did not abandon my meditation. Although I cannot meditate on the floor, I can do it on the wheelchair or the bed every single day. My mind is so accustomed to the practice of meditation at all times. Then one day, when my mind was at a standstill, a Dhammakaya image appeared. It looked clearer than if I were to see it with my naked eyes. It was crystal clear and very bright. I felt delighted, joyful and happy. I always think that the Dhammakaya is the best refuge for me. When I wake up early at 4 am every morning, the first thing I do is to place my mind lightly at 175