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Hope and Willpower I am preparing myself for inevitable death and I believe we cannot lead our lives carelessly. I intend to fully accumulate all the merits from donating, observing the precepts and meditating. I feel that meditation is the only path that can lead you directly to Nirvana. In addition, meditation makes me very happy. Whenever I can meditate for a long period, I can see a very clear Dhammakaya image. He expands outwards without any boundary. Before going to bed, I meditate and contemplate my merit while visualising a Dhammakaya image until I fall asleep. I always try to remind myself that I need. to use the remaining of my life to accumulate as much merit as I can. Even though there are days when I am very tired, I will never neglect my meditation. I always thought, "Why should I be lazy? I have so little time on Earth. I have to 173